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我们每个人都有许许多多的坏习惯，我们也都想养成好习惯、戒掉坏习惯，可是但但想一想是不够的，只靠自己的力量也是不够的，最大的敌人是自己，我们总是轻易的就输给了自己。在这里我将写下自己的想法、计划、要戒掉的坏习惯、要养成的好习惯、要做的事…希望自己能像凤凰一样重生。

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PINK FLOYD的comfortably numb让我记忆深刻，这首歌带给我的与其说是震撼不如说是释放。同样的感受，我一直深藏在内心，没有表述的方式和对象，而他们却能非常精确的表达出这种情感，佩服之余也很感激。

hello,is there anybody in there? just nod if you can here me ......

这是震撼人心的开始，尽管看起来显得有些平淡无奇，但是这柔和的音调中却深藏着强大的爆发力，这近乎于洒脱。

“There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!”把这背后隐藏的愤怒、挣扎、无奈毫无保留的呈现了出来，这是神圣的时刻。

“Relax；I'll need some information first；Just the basic facts；Can you show me where it hurts”就像一位父亲对待自己的子女一样的关心、爱护，给人直达心田的温暖，这是可敬的，因为一个遍体鳞伤的人却对别人如此的友好与关心；这也是可悲的，有谁知道救世主的内心呢？或许救世主自己也需要别人来拯救，可是无人知晓。其实救世主也在寻觅，寻觅自己的救世主。

也许孤独真的是所有人的宿命，但是敏感的人往往能看穿生活中的屏障，直达人的内心深处。“hello,is there anybody in there?”，多么无奈而又深情的呼唤啊。

也许这一切真的无法改变，因为这根植于人们的愚昧与冷漠。但我想，最好的做法就是永远不要封闭自己，也许有一天，你所期待的就会来临。

附：PINK FLOYD LYRICS--"Comfortably Numb"

Hello,
Is there anybody in there
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home
Come on now
I hear you're feeling down
I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again
Relax
I'll need some information first
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

O.K.
Just a little pin prick
There'll be no more aaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
And I have become
Comfortably numb.

我承认，我太懒了，所以前几天一直没有更新，不过这没问题，我现在不是又更新了吗，耶！

09/12/27-09/12/31 一直在看经济学，微观看完，做完笔记，做了一本习题，期中考试还不错。

100101 新年跟平时没什么差别，就是跟100多个认识的人不管老师、同学、朋友全部发了祝福短信，手机都死机了！错过了学校里的元旦晚会，不过看了学校里的烟花。那瞬间爆炸式的美丽的释放，多少让人有些慨叹，希望我的生命也能像那烟花一样，即使是昙花一现，也要璀璨夺目，让自己和这个世界惊艳。

100102 忙于理论力学，静力学、动力学、材料力学、运动学一个个看完，这一天是实实在在的通宵，整夜没有睡觉，只感觉夜间自己的注意力特别集中，效率非常的高，收获是白天的好几倍！可见排除干扰，进入无我境界的重要性！

100103 今天5：35到达自习室，发现已经有哪些女鬼和男鬼们在最抢手的几个自习室出没，还好我来的还是比较及时的，找到了座位。可能由于作业熬夜的缘故，感到胃里不舒服。还有大约两个星期就要最终考试了，加油！

继续啃生化砖头，预计一周内能够啃完。

昨夜星辰昨夜风....又是一个通宵

为生化自主实验、英文写作和经济学考试而纠结。

自主实验还行，昨天做的很刺激，弄得整个实验室都乌烟瘴气的！很有成就感！

英文写作大大超出老师要求，希望能有个好的结果。

经济学课本已经读完，正在完善之中。

磨刀霍霍准备备战来年2月份的ACM，和此后的国际数学建模...

不过目前还是要先专注于冬学期考试！加油！

想起来还没吃饭呢，这么晚了也不知道食堂有没有关门...身体要紧，马上吃饭去！

目前这两天的唯一比较大的成就是：

经济学原理看了9章，写出了11556字的论文。

加油！

7项重大任务，有一项由于太过艰难而没有完成，其余6项全部圆满完成。

今天不睡觉了，必须把微观经济学的前半册（18章）看完，并且把总结的学习笔记记录下来。

共13项任务，其中两项比较重要的任务，全部圆满完成，另外11项任务是不费什么脑力、只耗费时间的一般任务，全部完成。

明天要更加努力：

1，任务更加明确和可以衡量

2，减少来自外界的干扰，平静的开展工作

1,

M:How about join me for a cup of coffee?

W:I would love to,but I'm exhausted, I was up till 3 this morning,writing a paper for my literature class.

Q:why does the woman decline the man's invitation?

she wants to get some sleep

2,W:you had a job interview yesterday,did't you?how did it go?

M:not too bad, I guess. There are about 20 candidates competing for the sales manager's job. And finally it was down to three of us, but the other two seemed better qualified.

Q:what does the man imply?

his chance of getting the job is slim.

Suppose someone gave you a pen

Suppose someone gave you a pen - a sealed, solid-colored pen.
You couldn't see how much ink it had. It might run dry after the first few tentative words or last just long enough to create a masterpiece(or several) that would last forever and make a difference in the scheme of things. You don't know before you begin. Under the rules of the game, you really never know. You have to take a chance!
Actually, no rule of the game states you must do anything. Instead of picking up and using the pen, you could leave it on a shelf or in a drawer where it will dry up, unused. But if you do decide to use it, what would you do with it? How would you play the game? Would you plan and plan before you ever wrote a word? Would your plans be so extensive that you never even got to the writing? Or would you take the pen in hand, plunge right in and just do it, struggling to keep up with the twists and turns of the torrents of words that take you where they take you? Would you write cautiously and carefully, as if the pen might run dry the next moment, or would you pretend or believe (or pretend to believe) that the pen will write forever and proceed accordingly?
And of what would you write: Of love? Hate? Fun? Misery? Life? Death? Nothing? Everything? Would you write to please just yourself? Or others? Or yourself by writing for others? Would your strokes be tremblingly timid or brilliantly bold? Fancy with a flourish or plain? Would you even write? Once you have the pen, no rule says you have to write. Would you sketch? Scribble? Doodle or draw? Would you stay in or on the lines, or see no lines at all, even if they were there? Or are they? There's a lot to think about here, isn't there?
Now, suppose someone gave you a life...

只要满足以下几个条件，即使我已经伤痕累累，我也会很自信

1，吃饱，喝足，睡好，晨跑，没病

——Healthy

2，清楚地知道自己该做什么、什么时候去做和怎么高效率的去做，而且确确实实在以令人惊讶的速度行动

——Action

3，具备强大的独立收集信息（广义）、学习模仿并超越、发现并自己解决问题和做出正确而果断的决策的能力

——Thinking

而如果这些条件我都具备并在日后不断有更多的成功经验的积累，那么这种自信会不断得到加强，而且同时会促进自身能力的提升。